I pushed you away, and I’m sorry for that. I should have expressed myself a shit ton more than I did.

I feel like I’m holding everyone at arms lengths, scared to let them in. The worst part is I know what you felt when all this shit was happening between us; I have put myself in a situation that allows me to see what’s on the other side of the fence, and it has me pushing people away.

Someone’s going to get hurt.